jeongguk:

i need help paying off my credit card & getting my laptop fixed before i fall into worse debt than i already am

hey guys. i know this isnt the first time ive had to ask for help but im in a really bad situation money-wise right now

for those of you who dont know me, im ignis, im 21, trans masc, he/they pronouns. the situation is that basically

i had to move back to california from washington in august because my grandpa kicked me out for, basically, being Too Depressed, and i had to move back in with my family down south who have a history of heavily emotionally abusing me. and while they’re a lot nicer and kinder to me now, i’m still in the closet with them and if i ever did come out to them, i’d get kicked out again.

the problem here is that when my grandpa kicked me out, i had very little to no time to pay off my current balance on my credit card, because i had to leave my job asap and my paychecks were already spent paying for the cost of having to move states with my cat in the first place. i had to ask for help paying off my credit card back then too, but as i was expected to basically pay for the trip myself, that’s what that money went to.

unfortunately i still haven’t been able to find a stable job since then, so most of my time is spent cleaning the house i live in now in exchange for… well, being allowed to live here. and my credit has stacked up now where if i don’t start paying it off soon, i’m going to be in serious trouble.

the thing is, my laptop just took a shit today. it’s already been giving me trouble for a long time, hence why i stopped being so active on this blog and making content, since my laptop just couldn’t handle it anymore. and while i can get it fixed, that’s going to cost me about ~$150 i don’t have, and it’ll put me in further debt with my family, on top of the ~$450 in debt i am on my credit card.

i really don’t want to let this get any worse than it already is, so i’m asking for help. this isn’t a life or death situation, but i do depend on my laptop for basically any kind of entertainment and enjoyment i get, and i just can’t afford to let my credit any worse than it is. i would really appreciate any help any of you would like to give. unfortunately i can’t promise anything in return for donations because, like i said, my laptop is busted and needs to be fixed, and honestly i’m so depressed and have so few spoons because of my situation that i can’t promise i can get anything done anyway.

my ko-fi is https://ko-fi.com/A62147F, and alternatively if you’d like to send money as friends & family directly thru paypal, you can do that at https://www.paypal.me/jeongguk. any amount helps, but please don’t feel obligated to donate or anything. i’m sorry i let it come to this. but thank you. really. 💕