Aries & Libra: Kissing you was like being intertwined with the taste of the sweetest and yet bitterest fruit that Garden Eden had to offer. Being with you was like a revelation. It was only us and you where starring at me like I was your prey but it’s only your desire and the conflict of not wanting to wait any longer. Have I ever been more out of my mind?
I never wanted to question it again.
There was no logic, there was just us.Taurus & Scorpio: Skin deep, no, more than that, it was being underneath everything, everything that wasn’t even able to reach for us. It felt like hitting the muddy ground after sinking into the cold sea, like a dirty angel touching your soul, soiling and simultaneously cleaning it. Not more than a few gazes and still, there were words flewing around in the air, feelings that I couldn’t get and you were sure of what you wanted. One more look and the contract would be sealed.
Gemini & Sagittarius: You have always been a man of words and you feared to take action. Your mind fascinated me and as I was reaching for everything the sky had to offer you where down there asking me what colors they had, holding the ladder, wanting me to bring one down for you too. Have you ever felt the guilt of gods heart when he looked at all of his creation and yet the most beautiful thing was the human being, so faulty, so different, yet so dear to him? I felt like that every time I looked at you, the only thing that we – God and I – didn’t have in common was that you weren’t mine.
Cancer & Capricorn: Be with me’s were written all over you heart, your face, your smooth skin, almost carved into this delicate body of yours and still you were silent. It was the same steps we did: watching from the distance, getting closer to each other – light touching darkness, winter kissing summer – laughing, being lost in your mere being, being one with you and then waking up from our bittersweet daydream, continue working and on the side wondering how your skin feels on mine.
Leo & Aquarius: Don’t you ever dare lying to me. Back then, in your fathers garage, this small concert you and your friends held? The last song was about us. Me and you. 5 years later you play the same song again, the same song again after you really got famous. This dirty little bar with all these people and I get lost in memories. Do you still think about how I watched you back then? How we kissed in the dark and didn’t care about the rest waiting for us to come back? Because I do.
I really do.Virgo & Pisces: When you get trapped in quicksand, chances aren’t very highyou make it out alive. The more you move, the faster you sink. And you sink.
sink
sink
I sink in your arms every time. I move, you pull me tighter and when I get tired of moving around, trying to come out alive you watch me sleeping, silently, before I start leaving this deathtrap again. How come you’re able to embrace my love so easily when I push you away, again and again till you lie on the floor? Your actions speak louder than words and so do mine, don’t they?
Still, in your eyes I am an angel. If you call me an angel, then you must be God, right?